To You, Someone Who Will Stuck With Me For The Rest Of My Life

Day one writing notes for someone, apparently my future husband who's still invisible right now.

Dear you, hopefully the love of my life,

If you're not Newt from Maze Runner,

Fuck you!

I'm sorry, that's not very nice of me, but respectfully, fuck you!

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or a diary style story of someone yearning to find the love of her life.

note:
TW!!! : upcoming mental breakdown and something around it.
Tag as M because of foul words. Peace ✌️.

if you read this, I'm sorry for the bad English, but it's easier to write it in English than in my own language.
but I'm pretty sure no one will read this tho. kinda cringey, haha.