Dear Diary,
My school counselor is making me do this, so let's just get it over with.
- Chapters with a date as the title are diary entries.
- Chapters with a number as the title are Alyssa's inner dialogue, from her point of view.
- Chapters with a day of the week as the title are written in third person, like scenes from a movie.
⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
Proceed with caution: this story contains triggering topics, such as: self-harm, suicide, death, eating disorders, drug/alcohol abuse, sexual assault, rape, derogatory words/phrases, manipulation, and more.
Chapters containing sensitive content will be marked with a warning emoji [⚠️] at the beginning.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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