This will be from now on where I log my practice with any powers I use. It's not for others, but more so to keep myself self accountable. I realized I had strayed from doing this because of how real life has gotten for me. I felt like if I went back to this, it would remind me of the things actually happening to me. While I didn't pick anything that's happened. It bothers me more to try and ignore it instead of just embracing it in a rift between two worlds. That reference is the metaphysical that people don't understand vs. what people see and understand as "current scientific knowledge, or logic." even though on more human topics to this day. They admit people and bodies react in ways daily they still don't understand. I guess due to this flawed form of logic, humans use to reject everything at times. It makes me inclined to never give up the metaphysical. To me I see the metaphysical as either what people reject, or have yet to understand. Even in that community you never truly know everything. If you think you do, then you aren't truly in the community. The nature of the community is to have an open mind. not a one way of thinking.