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Maze Runner fanfiction here ! For those of you who read Crank Palace, you know Newt finds a notebook and a pen and decides to write about his feelings as the Flare grows within him. Well this fic is what I imagine would be Newt's journal, but ✨make it Newtmas✨

TW : in this fic Newt is dealing with depression and dark thoughts. Since this is mostly canon relevant, it doesn't end well and it doesn't show hope of him getting better. Be careful not to read something that makes you feel down and to stop if it feels too much to take. Take care of yourself. You matter so much 🤍

Little disclaimer : English is not my first language ! But if I'm being honest I like English more than my native language and I like a challenge, so I wrote this. I read and corrected each chapter multiple times trying to get rid of mistakes but I know there will inevitably be some left, so I apologise in advance for them :) do not hesitate to correct me in the comments if you feel like it (please be nice though *sad hamster meme* )

/!\ All characters, places and storyline belong to James Dashner