Always Almost
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Last published Sun, Dec 1, 2024
Adam Jenkins, the golden boy of Horizon High. His suicide sets off a chain reaction. A cobweb of connections that bind Charlie, Blake and Emily, become increasingly intertwined.
As teenagers, they are learning to navigate the darkness of the world and their inner lives. An outcast of unknown nature. A boy with only contempt for the world. A girl hiding behind a mask of perfection. (Because perfect = happy)
Can they manage to confront their fears to make meaningful connections or will they let their inner demons loose and destroy everything they have built?
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Gemma had no use for sex or a relationship--until she gave Tre a chance. One date with him, and she's rethinking every negative thing she learned about being a woman. Soon, this gorgeous man's gentle encouragement and obvious attraction ignite her sexual confidence and heal the wounds from her past. She feels deserving. Loved. Wanted. Beautiful. Life is perfect. Until Gemma realizes her best friend, the guy she's had a crush on since she was nine, has feelings for her too--hot, sweaty, heart melting feelings. How can she choose between the man who showed her how sweet love can be, and the man who's always made her feel safe? Maybe she won't have to...
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