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365 Days Without You

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Work in progress. Doesn't have a definite summary.
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"Day 5. By now everyone has noticed the light has been stolen from my eyes and wonder in murmurs, whispers behind my back. I am too numb to care about the stories they invent which are so far from the reality of losing you that has affected me even more that I believed it could. I keep thinking I am healed but when night descends upon me I am reminded of the empty hole in my heart that continues to bleed. I needed you to stop it and instead you opened a wound that I fear will never be healed. I still can’t believe you were strong enough to break me and I hate you but I hate myself more for trusting you and your beautiful lies."

Your horrible lies, I think as I put down the pen. I don't know why I'm even doing this. I guess I just want it down to remember never to return to you? As if you'll want me back. You made it clear the day you said you were leaving me that you wanted to, as you put it, get on with your life. I sometimes wonder whether I should have gone after you and insisted and kissed you in the downpour. But I think I'm glad I didn't. I would have made a fool of myself.
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Every collection of "Days" constitutes a chapter. Chapter sizes can vary greatly. There is no definite day for uploads but I will try to post a chapter at least once a week. Some days I might post more than once.

Thank you so much for reading! Please, please please leave comments, suggestions, anything! Your opinions can help me with the rest of the story. I've written it in a very flexible format so I can take suggestions of any kind! :)All Rights Reserved

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