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BOOK 1 OF "Hold" SERIES 


I had my whole life planned on my palm. 
Having highly paid job, respect, lavish lifestyle, small but a Lovely circle of people I loved.
What was there which I couldn't get?
What more did I want?

NOTHING 



Then, I met him. 

.......It made me realise I new feeling that resided in me was LOVE. 

He was like the sudden storm that came uninvited and the destruction that it made in my heart, was an permanent impact.


Being carelessly, madly, deeply in love with the man whom I could hardly dreamt of....... caused a happiness swelling in my entire system.


It was a coincidence.......


Or so I thought!


The Clash seemed too surreal...


His hold on me, my mind, my heart and my body was undeniably intensive.
Is it possible to escape the hold ever?

NO....


But sometimes something is written between the lines...

Right?All Rights Reserved

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