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Seeing the light

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angst dark depression hyunjin jisung kpop kpopfanfic love minho minsung sad skzfic straykids

As a 16-year-old boy who killed his own father in self-defense was put into an institution, it was nothing new to him as he dealt with institutions all his life.
He thought he was going to be normal for a change when he found someone he loved, someone who loved him or he thought but things changed drastically.
The one person he felt comfortable with betrayed him in the worst way possible, he called him crazy then disappeared.
The one thing he never wanted to be called.

Now 21 and still seeing white walls, can he escape the light and find himself again?
Can he find his friends again?
Can he find the one person he really wants, the one who made him feel normal.
So many questions still need answered.All Rights Reserved

angst dark depression hyunjin jisung kpop kpopfanfic love minho minsung sad skzfic straykids

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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀𝐧 𝐈𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ Minsung by Han_Yunni

"𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫?" "𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐞. "𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.." ☕︎☕︎ # Part two of 'Heart of a Mortal' # Minho is the spoiled child of a millionaire, and takes advantage of almost everyone, and everything around him because of how he was raised. He picks and beats on anyone who he deems, "Less than himself." Those people include Han Jisung. Jisung is a year younger than Minho at 17 years old, going through high-school on his own, knowing that his workaholic father isn't going to do much for him. The only thing he had to confide in, was a leather bound notebook he kept with him at all times. He also happens to have a large crush on the one and only, Lee Minho. What exactly will happen when Minho finds out that the kid had mindlessly bullied for the past two years likes him in intimate ways? Minho doesn't exactly get a change of heart however... at least not until much later. Warning ⚠️ Mature content Adult language Sexually suggestive scenes Mentions of mental disorders Bullying Mental abuse Self harm Smut Assault Please take note of this, before deciding to read my book 🙏 Disclaimer - This book is purely fiction and shouldn't be taken literally. I am not suggesting any of the members sexualities and you shouldn't either. Please be aware that past this fiction, the members are real people, and should be treated as such. Thank you.

𝐀𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐬 | Completed ✔ by Haruyahhh19_

"You promised!" Felix managed to let out making Chan turn around again. "You promised that you won't leave me again. Chan scoffed. "That was just to stop your concern Felix. I never meant it. You were too dumb to understand. Yes, I did care about you at first, but you started to bother me. Look, I have nothing to talk with you anymore. Go find another friend to bother" With that he went, leaving a broken and a crying Felix behind. •┈┈┈•┈┈┈•┈┈┈ After passing a scholarship exam Felix got to enter a popular school with many facilities with the force of his parents. Before then he had a perfect life. Loving parents, caring friends, good grades and many. But after that?... His parents changed, his so called friends left him and he suffered with bad mental health. After 3 years, when the pandemic was over, everything changed. He finally got to meet a new caring best friend. He thought his life will be better like it was used to. Or that's what he thought.... ◇A story about two best friends ◇Chanlix fan fiction ◇Angst (Not a ship story!) ! This story is purely a fiction. The storyline isn't related with the real lives of the mentioned idols.! *Trigger warning! mentions of self harm, suicide, depression* Started - 29.12.2023 Ended - 21.01.2024 © All rights reserved 2023

Miroh: Maze of lies and love by alowman93

Miroh is a city run by the mafia, several in fact. One of the wealthiest and feared mafia families lies in the hands of a spoiled rich kid Hwang Hyunjin who gets away with everything. Forced to take over after high school he will do everything in his power to be the rebellious teen until then. Lonely and depressed, Hyunjin goes through life with violence and his big ego. Hyunjin meets his weakness, a boy with a serious condition who fears nothing and proves to be challenge. "Don't ever try to get inside my head." I snarled. We stayed there for several beats my grip crushing his wrists. I softened my eyes "It's too dark for you."

You can do it (minsung) by salty_seungminnie

"I don't know if I can do it anymore... I don't know if I'll be able to handle it." Jisung has abusive parents. they've never appreciated what he's done for them or.. anything period. When he was 5, he unintentionally found out that he was a mistake, that's when his parents started torturing him. he has 3 friends, Seungmin, Jeongin, and Felix. One day, he finds out something about him, that could change his life forever. Minho had two loving parents, still he was a Drunkie and disrespectful. All he ever did was hang out with friends and party. His grades were unacceptable for his parents and also himself. He knew what life he lived and where it would lead him, but he didn't stop. It was the only thing that made him... happy?

Two Different Worlds// Minsung by Floofnuggetpoop

Poor, broken Jisung is sold to a gang by his abusive father and before long, he finds his heart longing for the love of the 'mafia king' Lee Know, and he doesn't know why. Their personalities are totally different, Jisung is kind, sensitive and bubbly whereas Lee know is cold, arrogant and not the slightest bit caring, or so it seems. Feeling start to develop but how can they possibly be together when one of them is too scared to acknowledge their affection for the other and when they belong to two different worlds? Or, Jisung one day finds out his life is a lie, and on top of that, he also struggles over his feelings for someone who seems to not care about him at all anymore. Warnings: Angst, violence, suicidal thoughts, mentions of abuse.

Childhood // Minsung ✔ by Dazaye_

Minho and Jisung are childhood best friends. They're inseparable. Until Jisung started acting strange, suddenly trying to distance himself from Minho and realising it was one of his biggest mistakes yet. Trying to avoid Minho hasn't been going that well either... ever since they've lived under the same roof. WARNING! (AND SPOILER) Mentions of bipolar disorder, self-harm and abuse. [ Word count: 65.000] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Written in 2019 [Start - 03/02/2019] [Finished - 25/08/2019]

Am I Crazy? by alowman93

Han Jisung suffers from a traumatic childhood and has been in and out of therapy and mental institutions. Can he free himself from his pain and suffering? The one person he thought could help him ends up calling him the one thing that breaks him all over again. People say love can conquer anything, but can it? Based around Minsung but all members and ships will be included.

Rise of a Star - a Minsung Story by AkiraHabuki

Jisung is locked in a dark room for eight years, getting abused every night. One fortunate day, he can finally escape. But where should he go now? His parents are long dead and he doesn't know anyone else in the big city of Seoul. When he is about to give up, he meets a cat - one that had been searched for by a very certain trainee. The text above might sound a bit scary but it barely includes any angst content. This story is about Stray Kids (OT8) path to their debut.

addicted [hyunho] by flower-stay

COMPLETED -addictedㅣMinho × Hyunjin- Hyunjin hates himself for falling in love with his best friend, because he's too scared to tell him. Then he has to watch, how Minho finds a boyfriend and lives a seemingly perfect life with him. But not everything is as perfect as it looks and soon Minho feels like he can't talk about his problems with his boyfriend, Felix, anymore. Instead, he talks to Hyunjin and when one thing leads to another, he starts cheating on Felix with Hyunjin. Will Felix find out that Minho is cheating on him? Will Minho catch feelings for Hyunjin? How will Hyunjin handle the jealousy and guilt? -WARNINGS- -smut -cheating You might know this story from my oneshot series "addicted", but I made a full story out if now. I had to change the plot a bit and added side ships as well :) ⚠️Stray Kids just serves as characters for this, I do not ship them in real life!⚠️ have fun reading :)

9th member of Stray Kids // y/n by seung0skz

You debute with stray kids. All is well with the boys, but little do you know things are about to take a turn for the worst as you discover the reality of broken people. "What I am about to tell you right now is not something you will want to hear..." TW : suicide + heavy content Slow updates, sorry 1#jisung ~ 23/09/2024 1#straykidsimagine ~ 06/08/2024 4#straykidsff ~ 30/03/2024 3#seungmin ~ 07/09/2024

Who Killed my Boyfriend |Hyunho| by LunaX1997

What's worse: losing the one you chose to spend your life with, or discovering he was killed by someone you love? Dear reader, Abandon all notions of affection and sweet romantic sentiments, for this story will shatter them if you dare to continue. For Minho, love is anything but gentle. And for Hyunjin, he is about to enter a realm far more intense than simple love-a world where devotion borders on obsession, and passion becomes possession. Here, they worship each other with a fervor that consumes and binds them, leaving no room for anything less. Still want to continue? Start reading if you dare-this is your final warning. ------------------- ⚠️Warning: Please Note Before Reading⚠️ Before you proceed with this book, please be aware: This story contains: Death, Violence Smut. If you are uncomfortable with any of these, it's advisable not to read further. Reader discretion is advised; this content may not be suitable for individuals under 18 years of age. Thank you for understanding. Disclaimer: All characters in this story are purely fictional and do not represent the real-life members of Stray Kids. This story is a work of imagination and is not based on real events or people. I am a STAY and I have no ill intentions towards them. The purpose of this story is purely for entertainment and creative expression.

Antipodal (MinSung) {✔} by CreatureChanLixQueen

{Short Chapter Story} Jisung grew up in an abusive home with an alcoholic mother and a drug addict/drug seller father but he still manages to remain optimistic and happy about his life and future. However, sometimes he has terrible night terrors an unfortunate side effect of his abusive past. Minho had very loving and accepting parents, but he has major issues mentally. He's murdered people before for no particular reason, he also was a heavy drinker and has done countless drugs before. However, he's lessened with the drinking and is off the drugs now, but he will never ever tell Jisung about his past... Started: 10th October, 2018 Finished: 8th December, 2018

The Accident by LEstaytiny_21

When two people have a one night stand that turns into a little more... Han Jisung is one of the most popular kids in school due to his looks and being an amazing dancer. He is a loving friend and is determined to enjoy his senior year. Going through a lot with his best friend, he tries his best to stay happy. Lee Minho is a part of the basketball team and jocks, he is the other most popular boy in the school. Minho looks scary on the outside but he's sweet on the inside. His senior year is stressful for him because he's trying to figure out where he'll go to college. TW: suicide, self harm, mental health Disclaimer: This is for fun I don't ship this in real life! Honestly I'm a writer who formulates short stories by using peoples names as characters I thought it would be fun to write a fanfic for once. Don't take this story seriously! I love their friendship so much! THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ACTUAL IDOLS

𝗗𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗿 | 𝗛𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗹𝗶𝘅 by chicky_lixie

"I've had darker nights without you" - a boy who's hanging on by a single thread "Then let me be your light" - a boy who is that single thread Felix was known to be in a dark place, his mind and heart playing tricks on him on a daily basis. He couldn't deal with life anymore, he needed a reason to live That reason was his roommate, his soulmate, his bestfriend that he denied loving for so long. That reason was none other than Hyunjin But how does one keep a reason? How does one not distance themselves from that reason because he simply wasn't in love with Felix the way Felix was in love with him? Or could they have been in love with eachother this whole time, but fear and pain drove them apart? It was Dark Hour for the two, who only had eachother as their last source of light

Not Too Late | Choi San by hongjqt

darkness is all that he sees: for he's a boy with broken dreams. •• in which a homeless boy goes to audition for an entertainment company, and there he meets his new family. but it's not as simple as that, because when San finally thinks he found his happiness, pain presents itself back into his life in the form of his thought-to-be deceased father. will San be able to tell his members about his past, and would they be willing to help him get rid of his demons and start anew? started - 24 aug 2021 finished - 11 oct 2021 finished at 1.5k reads

Psychotic [Minsung ff] (Completed ✔️) by OogieBoogie175

Lee Minho, The school heartthrob. He's slept with over half the school and is definitely the most popular kid there. But what happens when a new kid comes around that Minho suddenly just cant seem to stop thinking about, and more importantly... whats going to happen when he realizes that hes not what he seems? This book contains: Angst (literally a book mainly of angst) Little fluff Boy×Boy content Talks of suicide and self harm Abuse If any of these topics bother you, I suggest you dont read this book Ships: Changlix Seungjin/hyunseung Minsung (woojin, chan, and jeongin arent included. i would feel bad adding them in this book-)

MINSUNG - My heart is yours by Wantsobad_MinsungSkz

-My first story. Please don't judge! My future stories have more potential I swear. Cringe and rushed! -Lee Minho tries to mostly isolate himself from people especially new ones that enter his life. He doesn't let his guard down for anyone. But what happens when Han Jisung a quiet, shy boy (at first) joins his school. How will this 'new' boy change him. This is a story of going through rough and sweet times together. Not giving up on one another and loving each other endlessly. ⚠T/W⚠ Angst SA (se*ual assault) bullying SH (self-harm) Family problems Smut Highest ranks: #3-opening up #34-sexual assault

safe in your arms - hyunlix by Felixramenn

[COMPLETED] In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen? ❗️INCLUDES❗️ abuse self harm panic attacks demons/voices homophobia sexual harassment suicide attempt depression angst makeouts woojin being mean If there is wrong grammar in this story, then it's probably because I haven't edited it yet or I'm just bad at english grammar since it's not my native language. #1 hwanghyunjin - 6/10- 2021 #1 skzfanfic - 8/1- 2022 #7 leefelix - 5/5 - 2021 (#5 - 23/10 - 2022) #1 skzff - 23/8 - 2021 #1 straykidsfanfic - 4/8 - 2021 #8 hyunlix- 25/8 - 2021 #6 skz - 2/12 - 2021 #4 skzfanfiction - 20/3 - 2022 #2 stay - 12/5 - 2022 [started: 3/8- 2021] [ended: 8/7- 2021] If I've written sum weird or unacceptable stuff in here I apologize. I was immature while writing this and I'm too lazy to fix it. EDIT⚠️⚠️⚠️ this is so cringe I'm sorry if I've traumatized you guys...

✔︎𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 || 𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐡𝐨 by honeyji00

"--- 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐡𝐨, 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞?" "𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 ---" _____________________☕︎_____________________ The story of a boy and girl who met each other in a land in their dreams, where everything seemed peaceful and they could forget about all their problems. But one day, something happened to Y/n, and Minho will be the only one able to find her. Genre: angst, psychological TW: mention of suicide, violence A/N: - Minho x reader (use of she/her) - english is not my first language Started: august 14th - Finished: august 23th

Inside My Head || Minsung by KpopYEEMO

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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀𝐧 𝐈𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ Minsung cover

𝐀𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐬 | Completed ✔ cover

Miroh: Maze of lies and love cover

You can do it (minsung) cover

Two Different Worlds// Minsung cover

Childhood // Minsung ✔ cover

Am I Crazy? cover

Rise of a Star - a Minsung Story cover

addicted [hyunho] cover

9th member of Stray Kids // y/n cover

Who Killed my Boyfriend |Hyunho| cover

Antipodal (MinSung) {✔} cover

The Accident cover

𝗗𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗿 | 𝗛𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗹𝗶𝘅 cover

Not Too Late | Choi San cover

Psychotic [Minsung ff] (Completed ✔️) cover

MINSUNG - My heart is yours cover

safe in your arms - hyunlix cover

✔︎𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 || 𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐡𝐨 cover

Inside My Head || Minsung cover

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐀𝐧 𝐈𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 ♡ Minsung

"𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫?" "𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐞. "𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.." ☕︎☕︎ # Part two of 'Heart of a Mortal' # Minho is the spoiled child of a millionaire, and takes advantage of almost everyone, and everything around him because of how he was raised. He picks and beats on anyone who he deems, "Less than himself." Those people include Han Jisung. Jisung is a year younger than Minho at 17 years old, going through high-school on his own, knowing that his workaholic father isn't going to do much for him. The only thing he had to confide in, was a leather bound notebook he kept with him at all times. He also happens to have a large crush on the one and only, Lee Minho. What exactly will happen when Minho finds out that the kid had mindlessly bullied for the past two years likes him in intimate ways? Minho doesn't exactly get a change of heart however... at least not until much later. Warning ⚠️ Mature content Adult language Sexually suggestive scenes Mentions of mental disorders Bullying Mental abuse Self harm Smut Assault Please take note of this, before deciding to read my book 🙏 Disclaimer - This book is purely fiction and shouldn't be taken literally. I am not suggesting any of the members sexualities and you shouldn't either. Please be aware that past this fiction, the members are real people, and should be treated as such. Thank you.