''Where are you going, Gabby?! I thought there was something going on between us! I thought you wanted to see me, like i really wanted to see you! I've... I've missed you so much Gabby. I.... I love you!'' I said while a tear escaped my eye. ''I don't believe you Harry! everything you say is nothing but a lie! and yes, I do miss you too Harry. A lot. And i also thought there were something going on between us! but then... you went off and leave me just like that. Everything changed 360 degrees, Harry. I have no home, I got abused, I got raped, I sleep on the streets, and i also think you forgot that we had it all. My nightmare was coming true, Harry, and you were not there. Where were you Harry? The moment when I am breaking to pieces, you're having fun with some blonde superstar bimbo out there. You didn't called, or skyped, or even text me, for God's sake Harry! You were the only person that's in my mind when everything happened. Because I love you, yes, i said it. I LOVE YOU. But what do I get? Nothing. Haha, how silly that I thought, for this long, you loved me back. How can you love me back? You're just a monster with a cold heart. You can never love somebody, because you have no feelings! you don't know, the pain I suffer when you're not there for me. Don't you ever dare to say 'I know how you feel', because you have no feelings. At all. I even doubt that you cared about what happened to Anne. And now you say you love me? I've had enough, Harry. Sorry, I couldn't trust you anymore. And saying sorry will never help at all, because I know you will never meant it.'' Tears streaming down my face and hers. She took her guitar and ran off. Her words... stabbed my heart like a blade. I don't know if I could ever fix this problem, because I've hurt her, badly. ***************************************************************************************************** (promise story would be better)
"I'm sorry." I managed to croak. I reached out to touch his hand but he retracted it quickly and harshly.
"What the fuck are you thinking? You love me, Penny." He yelled, looking at me sternly as I felt them again. Tears prickled at my eyes, I felt it again. All the pain was rushing back and it was because I realized in that moment that I was hurting the one I loved most. Harry.
I loved Harry.
But what was I supposed to do? Tell him now, when he was so mad at me. He leaned down to me and kissed me, but I couldn't react. I didn't, I didn't move, I didn't reach up to wrap my arms around him and my lips didn't feel.
"Fucking react!" He yelled as he pulled away, making me cover my eyes with my forearm and roll over and cry. "I'm done Penny, either you love me or you don't. It's me or Louis. Make up you're mind." He told me before getting up and I saw Louis had left. He probably couldn't stand me or Harry. I couldn't stand myself.
I was pathetic, weeping as I felt myself mutter. "I do love you."