Popularity 🍷

" Would you ruin me for the popularity? "
her hands shook as she tried to hold back the tears in her eyes she knew exactly what she'd do if the answer was yes or ever became yes, she waited for a text back and it came through, she took a breath and read it,
" Why ever would I your my best friend? Why are you even asking this. "
she felt somewhat at ease, though she couldn't shake the feeling of emptiness as she read the words in her head again and again, " best friend. " For a full year, all she ever wanted was to be more than that

TW: suicidal thoughts, selfharm, addiction, alcohol, sex, abuse, blood, some gore, slurs, degrading, stupid homophobic people, murder, mentions of overdose/drugs, high-school shit