Start of a Story

hi! I probably won't update this much but the book mentions some things that if you are uncomfortable with I wouldn't recommend reading this. Here's the list:
Self harm, gore (a good amount of it), rape/SA, pills/drugs, abuse/child abuse, knives, some sexual things (no smut scenes), harassment, LGBTQ+, alcohol, death, and swearing that's off of the top of my head. I am sorry if I forgot to mention something. This is about the life of a teenager, also most people in this book are teenagers. If they aren't, it'll be obvious, like it'll say that they're a younger sibling, parent, grandparent, etc