Lost Pain (on hold)
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Last published Sat, Mar 9, 2013
"Why do you do this to yourself?" He asked.
"Do what?"
"This." He held up my left wrist covered in fresh and old scars from cuts.
My name is Izzy Sletz, I'm an eighteen year old music student at Julliard and I self-harm.
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