If I can learn to love | A RadioApple story

This is a Radioapple fanfic, and takes place after the battle with Heaven.
Alastor is mortally wounded, and the wound is like no other he's ever had. Will Alastor put off all his bravo just long enough to save himself? Will he fight every lesson he's ever learned the hard way, and open himself up?
Lucifer has been alone and suffering since his fall from heaven, only getting worse when Lilith and Charlie left him. But hope flourishes when he finds comfort in the form of a sinner, but not just any sinner, but one of the most powerful ( and feared) overlords in hell.
Will they keep on their current paths, which only drags them further into the darkness, or will they rise, together, and save themselves? can they learn to love again, or are they both hopeless cases, doomed to drown?

This author also recognizes Alastor to be an ace charactor, but won't consider Alastor Aroace. Lucifer in pictured as Bisexual.

Alastor has PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder), ADHD ( Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder), Anxiety Disorder ( constant feeling of anxiety, suffers panic attacks, and chest pain when stressed), and Trichotillomania (An impulse control disorder, or a hair-pulling disorder)

Lu has PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder)ASD(Autism Spectrum Disorder) and OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)

ATTENTION: I will depict mental issues/disorders as I experience them, and I'll tolerate no hate if I don't present the symptoms in the way you experience them/ how you think they should be depicted. Anything in this book that doesn't line up with the show, or anything that in canon( or confirmed by Viv Abt the show) is bc I want my story to go that way.

Contains: Depictions of injury, Anxiety attacks, brief domestic violence, brief child abuse, boy x boy, Girl x Girl, fluff, Hazbin Hotel Characters.
CHARACTORS AND COVER ART ARE NOT MINE, ALL CHARACTERS ARE VIVZIEPOP, FROM HAZBIN HOTEL