He never thought he'd loose something he never imagined he'd have and get so attached in the process. He wish he knew why the universe would never let him have both, especially when Bruce could. Hell kids seemed to be lining up at Bruce's door and they weren't even his. So why couldn't Dick keep the ones that were. ... Or the one where Dick Grayson is a father like he used to dream he'd be but the universe won't let him be a parent. (Cross-posted on AO3)