A Life by a Thousand deaths

How many deaths must a soul endure before it becomes whole?

A Life by a Thousand Deaths is a confessional excavation of one life broken across time. Told in a voice shaped by silence and memory, it traces the aftermath of lineage and survival that never softened into healing. Each moment is haunted by what has already been taken. Each return is a more fragile echo of the last. What remains are the shards of a self never allowed to fully form.

Once called a miracle, later condemned as a burden.
A body inscribed with inherited wounds, repeated until they became law.
Each chapter recalls those wounds, the deaths of the soul, some quiet, some violent, and what had to be cut away to go on: a belief, a name, a future, even innocence.

This is not a story of redemption. It is a ritual for those who live in the in-between, when healing is no longer possible and only the wreckage remains.

What survives is not hope.
What survives is the body still moving, jaw locked, lungs dragging air, steps taken without consent.
Unholy. Unforgiven. Alive.