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How many lives must one soul lose to find itself?

[This is real life] In a world where each moment seems like a fleeting reflection of the past, our protagonist journeys in a psychological labyrinth of endless rebirths. Haunted by his own memories and the weight of untold rebirths, the protagonist seeks meaning in the unending cycle of death and deception. Each life being a more fragile echo of the last. As he navigates this unending cycle of deception and despair, he is forced to confront the most haunting question of all: Is there meaning in the chaos, or is he doomed to repeat the same mistakes forever?

This is the story of a neglected soul, burdened by the countless versions of himself-each one more fractured than the last. Through his eyes, we experience not the world as it looks, but as it feels: the suffocating grip of time, the sting of prejudice, the ache of isolation, and the ever-present tension between life and oblivion.

Written in a style that immerses readers in the protagonist's emotional landscape, Life by a Thousand Deaths is a raw and introspective exploration of identity, resilience, and the human spirit's struggle to find meaning in a seemingly meaningless existence. It's a tale for those who dare to question the cruelty of beginnings, the fragility of hope, and the thin line between survival and surrender.All Rights Reserved

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