I Am The Prism To The Light
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Ongoing, First published Oct 07, 2024
My poems are not a work of fiction, to the best of my knowledge; but, autobiographical. My world begins just at the very moment that someone utters the 4 letter Word. It's the same Word that at some point I did muttered while reading the apocalypse. A book full of monsters, that gives you night tremors; and, above all, fear and loathing. My book is also filled with monsters full of riddles. Don't worry, although scary, my monsters will also tear you apart. Each monster will tear apart your preconceived notions, beliefs, and fears. I am a bastard child of Love and War: I don't want pity from the former; and, my whole being has been scared by the latter. And, both are not even done with me yet. In this Life, I'm just another tragic comedian and torture poet. My story is the one that bends the "Truth " about the stories in the Bible, God, Family, and the World we are living. My "Truth " is the one that you find surrounded with lies and the lies surrounded with the "Truth ". And, I hope that you can see my personal transformation, from darkness to light--or, vice versa. I Am The Prism To The Light, because once you step into my shoes, you'll be able to see the Light and its true colors.
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