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If you only knew...

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What do you do when your heart yearns for something your mind can't embrace? How do you tame the feelings that keep surfacing for someone special, knowing you're committed to another?

Ana Rose embarks on a new journey as a secret agent. Although she has a loving family and a supportive fiancé, she feels that something is missing in her life. Her thirst for adventure and desire to push her boundaries lead her to join the prestigious Black Veil company.

Her life takes a dramatic turn when she is unexpectedly paired with a strikingly beautiful and mysterious young man for their missions. From the moment they meet, an intense desire ignites within her. Her untamed spirit and daring attitude harmoniously intertwine with his shy, reserved nature, creating a captivating connection that draws them irresistibly together. As they tackle dangerous challenges side by side, an unbreakable bond forms between them. Their playful banter only serves to amplify the undeniable chemistry, pushing their partnership beyond the confines of mere co-workers.

Caught in a storm of emotions, Ana struggles with the reality of her intensifying feelings. Is that just a fleeting passion, a powerful attraction, or something deeper? Meanwhile, guilt gnaws at her conscience, reminding her of the possessive fiancé waiting for her at home. Faced with a choice between a stable life and the potential of following her heart, she must decide: will she embrace the unknown, or will she suppress her desires to maintain the comfortable life she has built with her fiancé?All Rights Reserved

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