THE DEMON IS ME

"When she said "No" and stood up, heading for the door and leaving, i thought she was just playing around. The music was slowly fading off to sort of signal that it's about time to clear the VIP lounge, To say i was shocked was an understatement, to say i was hurt was an understatement, to say i was humiliated was an understatement...Right there still bent over the table I don't remember what is happening around me or know, i couldn't hear anything at all, hot while light flashed in my eyes and my body burned so hot i felt like taking a hammer and cracking open my skull, that hot, I could not breathe, no this was not anxiety or panic or claustrophobia, this was something else entirely I couldn't put in words."

Spanish and Reina