love, always

Life just doesn't make sence what so ever right now...
Zan just makes it worse, i'm stuck here, and i don't even know where 'here' is, i can't move, talk, i haven't eaten in days. The worst thing is i can't remember anything other than pointless parts of my childhood. No. the worst thing is that Zan, my so called 'social worker' told me half my family are dead...