When your life is constantly on the line, there isn't enough time to think about others. In a world where death is all around you, survival becomes the one and only focus. Each decision you make is calculated to keep yourself breathing for another hour, another day.
Compassion is a feeling that needs to be blocked out, and guilt is a weight you shove aside because hesitation could cost you everything. Your bonds with others are fragile and are born out of necessity, not trust. Trusting others is a dangerous gamble, the more you trust, the more power they have to hurt you.
But sometimes, someone finds an unexpected way in. Not by tearing your walls down and forcing themselves in, but by quietly sitting outside them, waiting. Later you realise that although the walls protect you, they also keep you locked in, isolated from the world.
You can open the doors just a crack, it's terrifying, but for the first time you feel able to breathe.
You feel safe. Secure. Loved.
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mikasa/femreader ⭐️
This is based in the AOT universe and revolves around the theme of season 3. This is also my first time writing and actually making it public (I'm so scared).
‼️TW‼️
- mentions of suicide
- mentions of sa
- mentions of abuse
-mentions of addiction
‼️DISCLAIMER‼️
Some of the sensitive stuff I have wrote in this is slightly related to my own personal experiences. I wanted an excuse to write how I felt during some of these scenarios and this seemed like the perfect opportunity. I will mention that whenever I have wrote about a sensitive topic, in no way am I trying to romanticise it. The only reason I am putting sensitive stuff in this story is because I want to express how I felt during some on these themes.
All characters are not mine obviously.
That's it!
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#1 mikasa (nov)
#1 mikasaxfemreader (dec)
#1 dresser (dec)