Ghost
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Last published Fri, Oct 18, 2024
Haunted by the death of his girlfriend, Jay struggles to fight his demons and build a life for himself.
Trigger Warnings:
Alcoholism
Self Harm
Mental Health Issues
PTSD
This book is as work in progress as it gets. The whole point of it is to improve my writing. This means that it will be going through near constant edits, as well as I've decided not to plan any of it. I usually get locked into the planning stage trying to lay out every little detail and never actually writing. So any and all feedback is encouraged strongly. Feel free to send me PMs if you'd like to. The main point of posting it here is to (hopefully) get some extra feedback and exposure, as well as to just put it out into the universe.
If you would like to become a beta reader with comment access to the Google doc then please send me a PM
Playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4gOOrTEWNppPqd4mDVnmxx?si=HWyWwEIAQGGfInDKkEOl_Q&pi=wmox2ZbZSx-Xz
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