niall is a boy who has always known how to deal with his problems and speak to people but as he's got old he realises he can't trust everyone and he feels like their going to judge him. niall is going through a lot and can't take it anymore so he finds peace in self-harm and he has a eating disorder and as the boys start to notice somethings wrong with niall they find out his biggest secrets TW~ self-harm, eating disorder, mention about suicide