Sometimes when you have spent a year or two sitting by yourself, and you still haven't gotten used to your own company... You start to desire a whole lot of things in your head, but the isolation has trapped you because you feel comforted by it, while at the same time you desire things that your isolated self doesn't allow you to reach out to.. sorry I have started to ramble already in the description.. anyways..this is a poetry area/book/ whatever/maybe my notes app..I think I will start to ramble here too..yeah so enjoy..wtf Idk what I am doing..this is my first time posting any poems here soo..best of luck to me and you for your life..byee