"Come on, let's just go somewhere, get away from all of this. Even if it's just for a day, I just want us to be alone together for once please?" Ashton said.
"I don't know if I can... Our friends will wonder where we are.. And what about all your fans?" I said looking down. He pulled me close by the waist and lifted my chin up.
"Will you please? For me? I don't want to be famous for just one day, I want it to be just you and me, we will tell our friends and I'll inform the fans that I won't be around for a while. The boys and I don't have another gig until next week, that gives us just enough time." He said looking into my eyes. I bit my lip.
"Okay Ashton, I guess we can, and I'm only doing this because I love you... When do we leave?"
"In two hours." He said, and then he kissed me, I kissed back and wondered if we are doing the right thing...
"Don't you dare fucking say it. You and the boys are the only reason I'm happy. The only reason I've been trying to stop cutting. The only reason I'm still alive for fucks sake. I love you guys so much. I don't want to end this relationship I thought I would never have! Seriously. When I close my eyes and try to sleep I fall apart and just think about you. Ok? Luke I just need to see you and I promise it'll be ok."
*TRIGGER WARNINGS*