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PAINT MY FEARS.

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Time 2h 16m

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"What are you afraid of Chan? You love him don't you?"


"I do and that's what I'm afraid of."


A married man tied to his toxic marriage and a carefree University student that prays every night for his knight in shining armor to come sweep him off his feet.

Such two different people and yet life is unfair enough to make them cross paths.


Or maybe it's not unfair and not all knights come in shining armor.


Rather they're with no armor and shackled to their inner fears.All Rights Reserved

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addicted [hyunho] by flower-stay

COMPLETED -addictedㅣMinho × Hyunjin- Hyunjin hates himself for falling in love with his best friend, because he's too scared to tell him. Then he has to watch, how Minho finds a boyfriend and lives a seemingly perfect life with him. But not everything is as perfect as it looks and soon Minho feels like he can't talk about his problems with his boyfriend, Felix, anymore. Instead, he talks to Hyunjin and when one thing leads to another, he starts cheating on Felix with Hyunjin. Will Felix find out that Minho is cheating on him? Will Minho catch feelings for Hyunjin? How will Hyunjin handle the jealousy and guilt? -WARNINGS- -smut -cheating You might know this story from my oneshot series "addicted", but I made a full story out if now. I had to change the plot a bit and added side ships as well :) ⚠️Stray Kids just serves as characters for this, I do not ship them in real life!⚠️ have fun reading :)

-Obsessed || Bang Chan- by mineminnie_

"If the world turns back on you, I would turn too and yell at them saying thank you for leaving because they don't deserve you" "You should just go with them. I am worthless" "You are invaluable." Chan was a mess, and only Y/n could help him and make him love himself. In the process to save Chan, they go through lots of hurdles together to end up in a beautiful bond. - StrayKids Bang Chan X reader (fem) fanfiction - Story genre : angst, fluff, slow burn, no smut - Completed ✅ - Thanks for reading & enjoy💕 NOTE : All the events in the story are just fictional. NOTHING IS HAPPENED IN REAL LIFE! Started - 1/09/21 Ended - 25/10/21

Sick thoughts - Hyunlix by hyvnlxss

Hwang Hyunjin is the perfect student, he has good grades, he's the captain of the soccer team, he's popular and hot... Unfortunately, that doesn't stop him from being mean and rude to everyone (especially to Felix). Oh and he's...straight. Or that's what he thinks until he meets bad boy Felix, who will surprise him in more than one way. But he's straight, and he would never, ever, lay with a man. Much less with one he deeply hates. Or; Hyunjin is straight and would never lay with a man and Felix a bratty confident gay that makes Hyunjin want to rip his hair out. Or; Their sexuality makes them enemies until Hyunjin meets his own self thanks to Felix, even though it takes a huge effort.

𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 & 𝙰𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 𝙱1 𝚂𝙺𝚉 𝙵𝙵 by HoneyLixie00

[COMPLETED: UNEDITED VERSION!] Han Jisung, a sophomore in college. His living arrangement is a predicament he didn't anticipate, living with 7 other men. It's not long before he begins to questions himself and what he truly wants. Forcing himself to tread carefully, who knows how deep the cracks of a shattered heart can go. --- Member x member [The story mentioned is a work of fiction and nothing in this fanfiction is a reflection of any real life event. The members are just being used as fictional characters in this story.] Mature Content [If 18+ content makes you uncomfortable, this fanfiction is not suggested for you.] Ⓒ All rights reserved --- Started: May 25, 2021 Finished: Jan 27, 2022

Cruel Intentions - Hyunho - Hyunholix by DarkThan02

Two young men with all the advantages of the world: money, power, looks. A young boy, gentle, innocent, inadvertently entered their world. Sex is the ultimate weapon. Or is it love? Innocence against lust. Pure love against passion. Corrupt souls or just misguided hearts? Smut, language, sexual themes, mature themes, mild violence, deception, intrigue, promiscuity. As always this is a work of fiction and has absolutely nothing to do with actual people, their lives or their preferences. Stray Kids members are for visual reference only. Please keep that in mind. Reader Discretion is Advised!

The Story of Us - Hyunlix - Hyunho by DarkThan02

Chasing the same dream, becoming team mates, friends, bandmates, best friends... More? Somewhere in between, life happens. What you want sometimes is not what you end up with. As always, this is fanfiction, a product of my imagination. It has nothing to do with reality, actual people, their lives or their preferences. Also, it will contain smut, a lot of it. If you are uncomfortable with descriptions of sexual interactions, do not read. This story is, probably, not going to go the way you think. Also, there will time jumps, sometimes big ones. You've been warned.

True Blood - Hyunho by DarkThan02

"I was never that much into guys, let alone posers or vamps. But he was the real thing and a force to be reckoned with. And I surrendered without a fight." Smut, language, sexual themes, mature themes, mild violence, mentions of blood, mentions of death, mentions of abuse and sa. BDSM, maybe. As always this is a work of fiction and has absolutely nothing to do with actual people, their lives or their preferences. Reader Discretion is Advised!

Sombre by __Suiren__

All he wanted was to feel included. His members hadn't been like this in the beginning. They used to do everything together. So, what had changed? Why were they pushing him away? Why was he being isolated? What had he done to make them act this way? He didn't know when it had started, but his members were treating him like he didn't exist. Chan couldn't help but wonder why. Then, one incident changed everything, forcing him to make a difficult decision. Could he handle it all before it became too much? Would things be better if he just left? Would there be regrets?

choosing the cheater [stray kids] by flower-stay

COMPLETED -choosing the cheaterㅣstray kids- _____________ It had never been Hyunjin's intention to sleep with a stranger at a party. He had to admit that he was surprised and confused when he found out that the other guy already had a boyfriend. He hadn't wanted to help someone cheat. But no matter how hard he tried, even a few days later, he couldn't forget the stranger. He was constantly thinking about him and he definitely needed a distraction. Luckily, he met someone else a bit later, who could make him forget everything else around him with just a smile. A simple sentence could make Hyunjin blush, but the closer they got, the more weird things he noticed about him. Was he hiding something? Apparently everyone had their own little secret. _____________ IMPORTANT: The ship will be revealed throughout the story because the relationships are a bit complicated. You can guess while reading, but please don't leave any spoilers in the comments, thank you :) Have fun guessing the ship ;) -WARNINGS- -smut -underaged drinking -cheating ⚠️Stray Kids just serves as characters for this, I don't ship them in real life! The characters in this book also do not portray their real behavior, all of this is purely fictional, the characters merely have their names.⚠️ enjoy reading! :)

sex therapy || chanlix by csstudent2

"have you ever even touched yourself?" - b.c. "...i'm just an inexperienced virgin." - l.f. a/n desc; lee felix's agitation against his insecurities, made him unable to satisfy his girlfriend in their relationship. the grief ultimately led him to take up sessions of therapy so he could provide his best for his girlfriend. what happens when the oblivious male catches feelings in the state of misconception? will bang chan, his sex therapist, figure out why Felix's demeanor brought him weak to his knees? or will he too, push away these uncertain feelings in the fear of commitment? rankings; #1 chanlix 18-04-2022 #1 bangchan 05-11-2021 #5 skz 12-11-2021 started: 09-09-2021 ended: 09-04-2022

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addicted [hyunho] cover

-Obsessed || Bang Chan- cover

Sick thoughts - Hyunlix cover

𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 & 𝙰𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 𝙱1 𝚂𝙺𝚉 𝙵𝙵 cover

Cruel Intentions - Hyunho - Hyunholix cover

The Story of Us - Hyunlix - Hyunho cover

True Blood - Hyunho cover

choosing the cheater [stray kids] cover

sex therapy || chanlix cover

addicted [hyunho]

COMPLETED -addictedㅣMinho × Hyunjin- Hyunjin hates himself for falling in love with his best friend, because he's too scared to tell him. Then he has to watch, how Minho finds a boyfriend and lives a seemingly perfect life with him. But not everything is as perfect as it looks and soon Minho feels like he can't talk about his problems with his boyfriend, Felix, anymore. Instead, he talks to Hyunjin and when one thing leads to another, he starts cheating on Felix with Hyunjin. Will Felix find out that Minho is cheating on him? Will Minho catch feelings for Hyunjin? How will Hyunjin handle the jealousy and guilt? -WARNINGS- -smut -cheating You might know this story from my oneshot series "addicted", but I made a full story out if now. I had to change the plot a bit and added side ships as well :) ⚠️Stray Kids just serves as characters for this, I do not ship them in real life!⚠️ have fun reading :)