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PAINT MY FEARS.[ON HOLD]
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MatureOngoing2h 16m
Last published Fri, Apr 4, 2025
"What are you afraid of Chan? You love him don't you?"
"I do and that's what I'm afraid of."
A married man tied to his toxic marriage and a carefree University student that prays every night for his knight in shining armor to come sweep him off his feet.
Such two different people and yet life is unfair enough to make them cross paths.
Or maybe it's not unfair and not all knights come in shining armor.
Rather they're with no armor and shackled to their inner fears.
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