Path to Ataraxia
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This is not a story but a journal. A concept inspired from a lot.
Why did I choose to do this journal on an online platform? Well I wish I knew. However I do know why I want to do this in general and that is because I am done having sleepless nights and tearful days.
And if you by some chance, can relate to my situation, don't hesitate to be part of this journey.
And together we might reach the serene calmness.
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"Slay the demons; let the serene reign!"
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