I don't know what to say other than I fear everything. You know I have been in love with you, and I love you very much. I just don't want to do anything to mess up having you in my life. I feel as if I just messed up everything the way things have been going in my life, but I will always love you and never forget that. You know it wouldn't matter if you were big, little, purple, pink, or green you'd still be you and that's what I love. You are so beautiful. You deserve to be happy, and I feel as if I don't make anyone happy. You are not a toy you are a smart beautiful woman who has so many talents you are just a little brat at times though. I hate seeing you in pain and would take it away if I could. I don't ever want to be without you, and I promise that no one will ever hurt you again...