How bad it really hurts

It hurts so bad that you tell no one
That your thoughts lie in your head
You feel hurt inside because you just do
But when you try to tell someone they act like they never knew
You continue to hide your pain realizing there is nothing to gain but you never let go only because you've never grasped
Hearing the rain cry with you
When the sky realizes your sad too
The gap that makes you feel so empty inside
Makes you want to hide
The fear of not being good enough
Just blows you out of your mind
Then at that moment in time
You either give up not trying
Or trying but at the same time dying