Saudade
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  • Reads 54
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  • Parts 10
  • Time 23m
Ongoing, First published Oct 14, 2024
It has been over one year since I saw him for the first time at the bus stop. I could not make sense. Who was he? Physically, he seems like my type. But ... who was he? Why was he changing his ways? Is it to walk alongside me? 

In time, I found out he was working in the IT department, as I am the invigilator for the exams in their computer lab.  

It was so hard to see him every day. Why do I need him to just say something? But then, when he does, I feel out of control. Why do I feel abandoned when he never looks up to just say hi or when he goes on his way without looking back at me?  Do I repel him? Is he running away from me?
I felt so comfortable in my comfort zone that I did not want to let someone in or even want to do it. Why should I? Why would I?  

Remember!

You have dreams...

You have to let him go...
'Cause he already thinks that I will not give him a chance anyway. Why would I? Why should I?
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