I don't know if I could forgive you...
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Elliott is a student in University of Oxford in Oxford, UK. He studies photography, videography, and he also studies to be a writer. Jason is Elliott's professor, well one of them. Later on they get together, but their love go through challenges, and one of them is tied up with Elliott's past, will he be able to forgive and love Jason again, or will it be their end of their love????
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!!!!!Angst Warning!!!!!!
-Suicidal thoughts(mostly in the beginning, and maybe some at the end)
-Slurs(I try not to put a lot)
-Suicide attempt(I don't encourage them, nor suicide thoughts, and if you have some please reach out for help. Remember you are loved and people care about you)
SH(again I don't encourage them)
ED(everyone eat and drink water, don't starve yourself or force yourself to throw up)
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Also if you are homophobic, please fuck off will ya??? This also go to people who sent hate comments.
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Also this is my first story, and if it's bad is most likely because of that. I also won't be writing inappropriate stuff, since I don't feel comfortable writing stuff like that, mostly since I am a female and these are males that I am writing about so um yeah, I also got other reasons as well 😅😅😅😅
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