Caring Only Led To Pain
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Last published Sun, Nov 10, 2024
"Why the fuck won't you leave me alone?!" Hyunjin kept shouting, his throat was starting to ache and close up, like he was about to shatter into a thousand pieces.
He was being so stubborn, stumbling over his own feet and forcing his body to move across the tiled, empty museum despite the pain he was experiencing. It was dark, the moonlight being the only thing that provided light which made his flee ever more difficult.
"Stop being so stubborn! You're hurting just yourself." Bangchan didn't even bother to shout at the younger anymore, it seemed like no matter what, he didn't budge.
"Running away won't bring you happiness, you're just escaping the harsh reality that you're scared to face. When are you going to grow up?!" Bangchan tried to raise his voice again, to try and get sense in Hyunjin's head.
"You're running away from yourself at this point!" He continued.
"Why the fuck won't you just grow up already?!"
These exact words,
Why did they hurt so much?
Why was it actually getting to him now?
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TW: Homophobia, self harm, mention of abuse ‼️‼️
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Simply put, a fanfic about Hyunjin, a son of a wealthy man who owns a big company. Just as he thought that the harsh comments and death threats online would stay there, they came dancing to life. His father didn't hesitate to hire one of his best bodyguards to look after him and lift him on his feet again.
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