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If I Knew Then (Phan)

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Reads 617,201
Votes 23,764
Parts 32
Time 1h 6m

ToriDreamsOfTomorrow

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**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism**             Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.All Rights Reserved

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My Neighbors the YouTubers (A danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil fanfiction) cover

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