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If I Knew Then (Phan)

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Reads 617,217
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Parts 32
Time 1h 6m

ToriDreamsOfTomorrow

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**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism**             Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.All Rights Reserved

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How to Help Howell? by fiercephandom

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)

Opposites Attract ➣ Dan X Phil by willow2212

Punk Dan and Pastel Phil Opposites in every single way. Black and blue. Cold and caring. Fires and flowers. Phillip Michael Lester was warned never to go near any of those 'bad boys', and yet after meeting the infamous Daniel James Howell, he finds himself being dragged into the mysterious boy's story, whether Dan seems to like it or not. After all, Phil's only trying to help. That's what he's doing. Helping. Right? (Rewritten version)

Midnight || Phan {Complete} by somesortofuser

Daniel Howell and Phil Lester have gone through a lot together. ***TRIGGER WARNING- SELF HARM / SUICIDE ATTEMPTS / DEPRESSION / HOMOSEXUALITY /SAD/ANGST***

Only a Lion's Love by bluesurroundings

Phil Lester was the school's outcast. No one gave him a second look. Dan Howell was the King of it all- most popular and has one of the threatening posses of the school. Once Dan realizes he may have slight feelings for Phil, he suddenly freaks out leaving Phil in the dust. After trying tk cover up the fact he was still in love with Lester, his posse tried taking in into their own hands... causing Phil to leave town not returning again. But what will happen when these two boys accidentily find each other again, only to have the posse between them?

Messages (Phan fiction) by interruptedbyfire

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan) by DanToYourPhil

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years and Phil is the only person that can truly make Dan feel better when he's down. Phil likes Dan beyond the 'best friend status' but Dan has a girlfriend that he obviously loves very much. One night, when things go terribly wrong for Dan, a little too much drinking might end up changing everything for Phil and him. Is their friendship in danger of being ruined, or is it on its way to something new? *Warning: Smut in like one chapter* Word Count = About 29,201

Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

Stranger// Phan by Llamaandlion

Daniel Howell- hey Philip Lester- ...who is this? Daniel Howell- I'm Dan... how are you? ----------------------------------- =•=Phan=•=

Phan-Say Something {Complete} by PiperPoole

{Complete} Dan Howell knows he has feelings for his Best Friend Phil Lester, and he has known for a while. But Dan can't ever find the way to tell his sweet friend how he feels. However, when Dan finds the right time and tells him, things go worse than he thought.

Finding the Phandom: A Dan and Phil AU by AmberIssues0

Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

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Smile, Dan cover

Stranger// Phan cover

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Finding the Phandom: A Dan and Phil AU cover

How to Help Howell?

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)