Book 2 of 4 Every cigarette I smoke I dedicate to you. This is because you both kill me inside. You know my lips well and every time we touch, it sets fire to my soul. Both lasting briefly. Both killing me inside out. But both leaves me wanting more. "I suffer alone because I don't wanna burden anyone, I don't want them to treat me differently because I have a few wires crossed in my brain differently than theirs. I don't want to explain to them the shit that I been through... I've seen things that I can't unseen... I've done things I can't undo. I just want the pain to stop... I don't want to wake up one day and finally have the courage to kill myself because after I can't unkill myself. Nothing terrifies me more than myself and I have to live with myself for as long as I'm alive." ⚠️Contains strong language and heavy issues as portrayed on 13 reasons why! Do not read if you get triggered by issues such as depression, anxiety, sexual abuse, domestic abuse, emotional abuse, psychological abuse, drug addiction, self harm, teen pregnancy or suicide.⚠️ Started: 30/10/20 Finished: 04/01/21 Status: Concluded Season: 2 BOOK 1, 2, 3 and 4 OUT NOW!

Have you ever felt like life wasn't enough, like you were going through the motions day in, day out, all you wanted was a change. Well one day I woke up and made that change, I was no longer the well behaved boy that did as he was told, I was a new person and I wanted to do things my way. I wanted to do what made me feel alive, even if that was murder of innocent people, I wanted to grab someone and watch the life drain out of their faces, it pleased me.. it made me feel alive. This is my story of heartbreak and turmoil, friends lost and friends gained, families torn apart by my needs. This is my life, and I'm proud to be the man I am. Dated created 9th August 2020 Date completed 15th August 2020 Word count 50,000-60,000

"I loved you like there was no tomorrow yet you left like yesterday didn't mean a thing" All my life I wished for was a family .A happy home to come to I've had it but it all came crumbling down when my mom took me from my only happiness and she would be the reason the world showed it's dark side at a young age. Sneak Peek: "Wow" "she's a goddess" "who is that" "she is a beauty" "what an attention seeker" I walk down the ball smiling softly at all the guests.I walk behind my brothers and papa while Lucas is beside me.I don't miss the lust from men or the jealous glares women are giving me.But what surprises me the most is I see a face I never thought I would see ever again.... Under editing 👋 READ MY BOOK TO FIND OUT July 15😊 Sequel will be out in a while😘

It's so crazy how you could have everything you've ever dreamed of and then have it snatched from you in a matter of two minutes.. Yaminah Idigni knows exactly what that feels like! Will she ever feel complete again? All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. For permission requests, message the writer for confirmation of the above. This is a work of fiction. Any names or characters, businesses or places, events or incidents, are fictitious. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Copyright © 2020 by Thee1andonlyy

❣️❤️😍Completed😍❤️❣️ I stood by the window early morning... And saw a sun coming out of it's nest and shining!! Suddenly my eyes fall on a beautiful damsel... Whoes one sight disappeared all my frazzle!! Day by day I was falling deeper in her love... Watching her every morning became my daily job!! I didnt even knew her name... As the day to talk with her never came!! I was desperate to approach her... Nevertheless was never able to collect enough guts to go near!! I admit that I was addicted to drugs... But gradually I became obsessed to her hug!! And one day when I thought time was right... I walked to her home after so many of sleepless nights!! But Rose on my hand dropped on the ground... As I saw my world turning upside down!! She stepped out of the gate as a bride... Making my excited eyes shocked and wide!! I found I was too late to confess... As she went away with her groom leaving me in mess 💔💔💔 After a year when I met her I didn't knew it would start all over again... As I had lost all my faith for having a love to gain... She was there lost and pale.. I wanted to be by her said for this time for real... (Hello everyone This is me Dazzling Star came up with a story hope you will like it. When you are done reading please leave your feedback which can make me improve. With tons and tons of love)❤️ Cover design @Niki-chase

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐲/𝐧 𝐥/𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝟐 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬, 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐰 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟐 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬. 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞, 𝐲/𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞. 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?

3 sides to every story Yours. Mines. And the truth I act like everything is fine. I laugh at people's jokes, I do stupid shit with my friends and I act like I have a carefree life. It's funny though. When I come back home, I just turn off that mental switch then suddenly I break down. I feel alone, empty, worthless, tired, I can't exactly describe how I feel in two words. It's like I have two different me's. One for the public and one for myself. Only if they knew what happens behind closed doors.. Abuse| rape| exposed| sex| betrayal |love |murder| thugs| love All rights reserved to Tamia Branch ©

Many of us are not happy about ourselves, something we have done or not done, or the way we react to other people. We keep recycling sad thoughts until they become what we are. We can break this cycle . . . we really can choose to be happy. For most people being happy is not difficult but it does require persistence to undo the habits of a life time. There are many simple techniques to promote happiness. Some of them you probably heard from your grandmother . . . but there are other, less obvious ways. The brain makes up about 2 percent of a human's body weight, uses 20% of the oxygen consumed by the body and . . . is often not under our control. Proof? Try counting slowly with your eyes closed in a quiet place. How far did you get before you lost count and started thinking about something else? Many people can't make it past ten. Drugs are not the answer. Why risk addiction while destroying your lungs and your brain with alcohol, nicotine (smoking tobacco or vaping), cannabis (marijuana), opium derived drugs like Oxycontin or other unnecessary and unhealthy chemicals? If you need to dispel a bad mood, use one or more meditation techniques, evolution's natural way to obtain happiness. There are external causes of unhappiness and these are discussed in later chapters. I appreciate, and will respond to, questions, comments, suggestions (and votes). Thanks for reading. Dunc MacPhun. .

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