In Between Love and Tragedy (Phan) - ImInToManyFandoms - Wattpad

Story cover for In Between Love and Tragedy (Phan) by ImInToManyFandoms

In Between Love and Tragedy (Phan)

ImInToManyFandoms

Reads 127
Votes 5
Parts 3
Time 14m

Reads 127
Votes 5
Parts 3
Time 14m

ImInToManyFandoms

amazingphil danandphil danisnotonfire nickjonas phandom

Dan all heart broken and  full of sorrow regret and endless pain day and day fights the inner battle of his mind trying to find his purpose and meaning to the world after being rejected by the person he cared for. Until his ray of sun shine last gleam of hope Phil finally makes him sane after being alone for countless times. 

The story is all completely inspired by SayWeCanFly songs that I also feel are so under appreciated despite how much meaning they have to them. Also please do not read if you are very easily triggered since the story line may contain cutting, alcohol abuse, and the in take of drugs.
That's all and I hope you like the story also it may contain some dick if you know what I mean.All Rights Reserved

amazingphil danandphil danisnotonfire nickjonas phandom

Table of contents

3 parts

Sign up to add In Between Love and Tragedy (Phan) to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Losing Him // phan by GypsyRover

{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.} TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.

A day in the clouds by Rekindledlove

Dan Howell suffers from schizophrenia. The voices in his head tell him to do horrible things to himself and others, but the only thing grounding him to earth is the clouds in the sky. Phil Lester has sever depression and is struggling to keep going each day. All his life he had been a mer shell of a man. When they meet one day by fate, how will it all play out?

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Catfish | phan by akaarie

[complete] Seventeen-year-old Dan Howell never expected he'd meet the man of his dreams in an online chatroom. Six months later, he'd also never expected they'd end up coincidentally rooming together in a vacation house. This wouldn't have been too bad if Dan had actually told Phil the truth about his identity, not that his name was "Blake". Now, he's stuck on a week long holiday with an Internet crush who has no idea who he really is. - *note: original plot idea belongs to ButterFish; i take no credit

psychedelia | phan by thenightlockfox

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his own depression that Phil is struggling with bulimia, and that he's equally good at hiding his dark thoughts as Dan. And as Dan walks through the streets alone at night getting high to escape from the hell he's trapped himself in, will he be able to see that maybe the happiness he craves so desperately is not on the streets in the form of white pills, but inside his own apartment in the form of Phil Lester? Or will it be too late... WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, USE OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

We Don't Believe What's on TV by storytailor

Actions lead to consequences. Even though Dan doesn't know what he'd do without Phil, Dan doesn't exactly love the idea of 'Phan', and when actions and anger pulls them apart, he's about to find out. A girl. A photo. A gang. A past that's determined to return to hurt him. And Dan himself, the man behind the camera who really doesn't shape up to be all he is on the screen. There are so many things we don't see. We don't believe what's on TV. *Title inspired by Twenty One Pilots* *Art by bethziggydraws on instagram/ iamphanlocked.tumblr.com* *Edited by Jenny L.* *Trigger warnings: Alcohol, drug mention, rape mention, depressing thoughts, suicide mention, self harm mention* *OPEN ENDING - Sequel/Part 2 TBA* DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. The views expressed by the characters do not reflect on those that they have in real life.

Resistance - COMPLETE by Imagining_Hope04

Daniel Howell is a rich posh boy whose life is entirely planned out for him. Phil is a depressed, anxiety ridden- boy with Mutism that only wants to draw. Written by: InsertYoutuberQuoteHere & placentaandllamas

No, I'm Just Delusional (Phan) RE-WRITE IN PROCESS by lemonslovinglife

NOTE: This story is currently being re-written, so I 'd advise you to go read the new one as this will soon be deleted. Apoligies for any inconveniences. Two people who are completely opposite. Two people who have to face the harsh reality of the world too young. Two people who are destined for each other. To pull each other from the harsh grip of a ruined society. A society that resents their abnormality. Two people who need each other. They have been hurt, they are hurting and they're delusional, just not in the way that they think. * Beware may be triggering.Phanfiction. Phan is NOT real and never will be, respect that. I write for fun and this is my first story. Thank you and enjoy :) xox <3

Too Close (Phan) by WellThisIsAwkward49

Phil Lester is a well known youtuber. He hides behind the camera, he acts the way that he wants to but he scared to be himself at school. He's popular and he's not happy like that. Dan is sweet and rarely talks. He is always afraid that somebody will hurt him so he tries to stay away from people and emotions. Dan struggles with depression, selfharm, bullies, anorexia, a dark past, and being fostered by an abusive family. His mom and dad died when he was 13 and he blames himself everyday. His 7 year old sister is the only thing keeping him alive and sane. Phil feels bad for Dan, but he can't show it unless he wants to get hurt to. Little does Phil know, Dan is quickly losing control of his life. Read this book to go on this adventure with Dan and Phil. (Will mostly be written in Dan's POV) WARNINGS: This story will have very triggering content that deals with self harm, depression, self hatred, anorexia, abuse, harsh language, bullying, mentions of rape, bulimia, and anxiety. Please be careful reading my book and I am always here to talk if you need it. Also, Dan is shorter in this book, about 5'9" cause I have a thing with height.

deranged | phan by phanlusions

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Losing Him // phan cover

A day in the clouds cover

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] cover

Catfish | phan cover

psychedelia | phan cover

We Don't Believe What's on TV cover

Resistance - COMPLETE cover

No, I'm Just Delusional (Phan) RE-WRITE IN PROCESS cover

Too Close (Phan) cover

deranged | phan cover

Losing Him // phan

{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.} TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.