The Boy I am
Dadadawn3
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  • Reads 85
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 34m
Dadadawn3
Ongoing, First published Oct 17, 2024
Mature
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A new school year is about to start, and with it will come many changes for Ashe, a boy with a troubled past.
He has no idea about what the future has in store for him, how his brother will act, what his new high school will be like, who he will meet... One thing for sure, and that is set in stone, he is a boy, and biology has no say in it. 

A transgender teen, who wants to learn who he is, who he wants to be, that is who Ashe Spencer is.

[I will add trigger warnings when needed, like when some heavy topics are part of the chapter. Also, please do note that english is not my first language.]
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A Gain Of The Found

18 parts Complete

All of his life, Floyd has wanted to save the universe from Voltriss and live in peace with the one he loves. So far, he has accomplished neither of these two things. He's only just starting his journey as a fighter in the war, and he doesn't know who he loves yet. All of his life, Sebastian has wanted to be free. As the prince of the biggest planet in the whole universe, accomplishing this is hard. When he runs away to start a shifters regiment in the war, he finally finds peace. He is able to get his hands dirty and do whatever he wants. He's also able to love who he wants. As Floyd struggles through his journey to be accepted and loved, Sebastian is on his journey to accept his own love. What happens when they meet each other? Will there be a gain or a loss?

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