You're My Best Friend
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I live my life in a constant struggle of depression and reality. I have to find a way to survive, to breathe. Living is so hard for me, I'm always thinking. Sometimes, I just wish I was gone.
It'd be easier for everyone.
****NOTE: This story contains: depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, eating disorders, suicide, and shitty writing. BE WARNED****
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