Holding on to the silence
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Last published Fri, Jan 3, 2025
"Oh shit I am so sorry." I looked in horror as my hot chocolate cup went flying onto a lady. I went running towards her trying to save her neat outfit with my waste of a handkerchief.
She just sighed, "It's OK. I will handle it no need to worry." She looked me in the eyes and gave me a kind smile. I could see the disgust in her eyes she was trying to hide looking at the splatter. It seems like she is not a fan of hot chocolate. On a side note her eyes, were a beautiful shade of chocolate brown.
"I am so sorry please let me buy you some new clothes as an apology." I snapped out of my thoughts.
Her smile remained on her face. " That's fine. I do have some spare in my car. I work nearby, so it's not an issue. You have a nice day." saying so she disappeared.
If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.
We are written in the stars, and I will wait as long as it takes. I'll wait and gently help you heal.
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