"I was never insane, except on occasions when my heart was touched."
- Edgar Allan Poe
He was fourteen.
A prodigy with a soft voice and sad eyes.
They called him the quiet one-polite, mysterious, the Australian with music in his bones.
The sixth member of One Direction.
But Christian Ryu was never just quiet.
He was crumbling beneath the weight of fame, fighting monsters the cameras never caught.
Then, in 2014, he disappeared.
No headlines could explain it. No press release could capture what was lost. Years passed. Silence stretched. And then-he returned. Not as the boy they remembered, but as a man with a new name, a new sound, and a story carved from everything he was never allowed to say.
This isn't the manufactured version.
This is the version he bled for.
The one he's finally ready to tell.
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- This story was concepted before Liam Payne's passing, which is briefly acknowledged in the narrative. I've approached it with deep respect and understanding for those grieving. While Liam's past was complex, I believe grief and accountability can coexist.
Rest easy, Liam.
- TW: This work contains themes of sexual content, substance abuse, mental illness (depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation, bipolar disorder, DID), and emotional/physical/sexual abuse of a minor. Please read with care.
- This is a fictional reimagining loosely based on One Direction's timeline. Characters/events are not reflective of real-life individuals.
- Christian, the 6th member, is inspired by DPR IAN (Christian Yu). This does not represent his personal life or beliefs. Credit for his music/visuals belongs to him-he's incredible, go support him.
- Hate or bigotry of any kind will not be tolerated. You will be blocked.
Thank you for reading and supporting this story.
- The Author