Why I love you, I'll never know

My name is Janette but the people who know me, who really really know me, just call me Jane or 2, which is my codename. Now most of you might wonder why I do have a codename and why it is just a number and I promise you will understand in just a few seconds. I am married to Thomas Shelby, a Mafiaboss but he isn't one of those underdogs. He's like a politician but obviously not for the good, brave citizens but for the criminals, the residents of the dark sides of the cities.
I didn't know who he was from the very beginning of our relationship but one day, when I basically had found out everything myself already, he told me. That was the moment when I started changing my appearance, my character, just the whole me. And this Ladies and Gentlemen is the story of how I became the woman I never ever wanted to be.