Not Another Happy Ending

"I prefer not to let others in. That only leads to trust. Trust leads to love, love leads to hope, and hope only leads to disappointment. I prefer to expect the worst out of everything and be pleasantly surprised than to expect things to end well and be disappointed. You might call me a pessimist. I might agree."

Beatrice Petrov is a weapon. She has been abused her whole life. She has no hope for her future. Her "father" and three older "brothers" have been preparing her to join their Mafia since before she can remember. But when a large party goes wrong, her entire life changes.

Beatrice goes to live with her 5 older real brothers. They are surprised to see that she's not happy to see them. Or excited to have a real family. In fact, she doesn't seem to have any emotions at all.

Will Beatrice learn to trust her brothers? Can she learn to share her past and gain a future? Or will it be like she always expected - a tragic ending?

TW:
Alcohol Abuse
Physical, Mental, and Sexual Abuse
Gore
Murder
Torture
SA
SH

Btw this is a super cliche story. Lots of trauma and trust issues, so if you like most other Mafia stories, you'll probably like this one too. But be warned, the ending is NOT normal.
Because there are a lot of cliches in this story, it may resemble some others. THIS IS MY STORY. If it is similar to something else you've read, it's purely coincidence.
I will probably not be posting regularly, but if enough people read this, I will make it a priority.