This is a diary, and a way for me to reconnect with Wattpad because of my hiatus!
I'm kind of just having a conversation with you! i'll show my appreciation for you, write about my interests, ask you questions, give you mental support, write about my mental health (i'll always mark a tw! don't u fret and i wont get too personal! <3)
It'll be very fun, or i hope! I WANNA ENTERTAIN U GUYS! i swear i'm gonna try anything HAHA there's a million things i haven't done JUST UU WAIT! i'll respond to comments and stuff WE CAN BE FRIENDS OH MYGOSH?! WOAH THAT IS AWESOME SAUCE! i'm very friendly don't be nervous too <33
If we get close enough we can hang out and stuff like WOULDN'T THAT BE SO AWESOME! oh mygosh i sound so desperate HELP i don't know
Kinda just a rant book i started at midnight, but it will be a lot of fun i'll add some very silly photos of interests and stuff too and write about fun eventful moments that happened in my life!
I'LL ENTERTAIN U AS BEST AS I CAN, PPSTT HEY HEYY DONT SCROLL HEEYY </33 dw dw u can scroll this is a waste of ur time HAHA
I gave the best of myself to someone who didn't have anything to lose. I didn't know how to avoid my lover's toxic and abusive flames. My lover's twisted words were like a maze inside of my head that I couldn't escape. Sadly, my lover's actions hypnotized my thoughts and paralyzed my thinking. I learned the hard way that love isn't leaning in for a kiss, and a fist meets you halfway. Love isn't being a punching bag because someone decided they wanted to beat on you today. Love isn't saying I love you just because someone wants to keep you to themselves. I tried to be there for my lover, but I learned it is impossible to fix the broken pieces when the glass has shattered. There will always be pieces that are not repairable. However, I kept going right back to the person who I needed to walk away from. I was afraid, and I wasn't brave enough to wake up from this nightmare! I made the choice to suffer when life is meant to be lived and enjoyed. Will I find the courage to know my worth and know that I deserve better than the distasteful lies that are whispered in my ears? Will I have the strength to fight my insecurities? Will, I set myself free, or will I let my love be the death of me?