At fourteen, John met the 17-year-old fugitive in the strawberry field where she taught him how to eat strawberry in a woman.
At eighteen, John met her during his sorrow and anger.
At twenty, John met her in Germany, where she was finding the Hitler's airship.
And for Mimi, she always received postcards across the world.
Qwery, with a weird name, was always running.
In the Amazon, she danced with snakes; on the African savannah, she raced lions; beneath the shadow of Everest, she wandered aimlessly. She was always fleeing-from herself, from the world.
John loved, but he could not have. So he turned to someone similar under the influence of drugs.
Dedicated this book to my emotions and others I am too shy to dedicated to( for no one).
This book can never be completed without without.
And it's only a narcissist's grumbling.
You are not officially a paperback writer yet, you only draw silly love comics and wrote horror fiction to unfortunate people who read your fantasy, so you never expected to hear the familiar voice which you have been listening to.
A beatle that can make loud enough sounds to make the world now, before and onwards hear and never forget.
For your information, due to the typist's poor knowledge, so nothing is real, except names may happen to exist somewhere and English letters you can or can not read.
May a beetle vibrate with you in a summer's day, and still wake up next summer. May the snow never allow them stay six feet under.
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Writing a memoir at only fifteen years old has taught me a lot. Giving me the time to reflect on the lessons I learned the hard way and the mistakes I've made thus far. I learned, if there is at least two sides to every story, there is at least two sides to every person. What could be a smile is a broken heart in a deeper reality. We all live in a society where nothing is as it seems, the people being more complex and astonishing than the countless novels we read. And in a world ruled by tragedies, we are the survivors. Getting through our own history, more important to us then what we read in school. We take our story one page at a time, word by word because in the end, it will all be worth it.
I dedicate this memoir to the people who have been with me on my journey of self discovery, even if only in spirit.
Mom- Who has made non stop sacrifices to ensure my happiness and well being. Nothing would be possible without you!
Grandma- Who has inspired me and made a huge influence to the person I am now and who I'll be in the future.
Callie- My own personal slave, illustrator, editor and full time best friend. You know I love you <3
Ariana Grande- My celebrity inspiration, showing me that it's ok to "love who you love, no one can judge, follow your heart and don't give up", getting me through the long and lonely nights. Be sure to buy her new album "Moonlight", hopefully to be released this year and her new fragrance "Ari" in accordance to the "Be You" campaign.
Adam Young (Of Owl City)- My first artist I listened to, your songs make me think of the past and the new adventures to come.
Sam Tsui- The album "Make it up" taught me to not be scared of not knowing what's going to happen next. Being young and naive Isn't necessarily a bad thing, as it brings way to new experiences, to be vulnerable and crying doesn't make you any less of a person. That we're all human and it's ok to embrace it.