Scared of Falling in Love
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Ultima pubblicazione ven, set 11, 2015
For me, Giselle, I'm not the luckiest girl when it comes to guys. It seems like every crush I've had or boy I've liked always ended in a disaster. I've dealt with so much pain and have caused so much pain to the point where I'm actually scared to actually fall in love. Most freshmen girls would be so excited to seek out and find their first love, but not me. Luckily, I haven't experienced love yet. If the level of emotional pain I felt because of someone I really "liked" was terrible, I don't even want to know what it feels like to feel pain because of someone I "love". Will I ever get over this fear?
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