Constant Sarrow
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MatureOngoing37m
Last published Tue, Mar 25, 2025
"I'm so tired of thinkin' I'm not enough"
Where a fan (you) decides that tonight is your last night in this world but you have to see, or at least hear $uicideboy$ preform. While sitting outside behind the building you hear a door open and Scrim walks out.
*WARNING* suicide talk, drugs,smut, fast moving story
"Gotta keep the pills in me all
because of my depression"
"Livin' too painful to quit"
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