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Constant Sarrow

RubyDaCherry_G59

Reads 181
Votes 4
Parts 4
Time 37m

Reads 181
Votes 4
Parts 4
Time 37m

RubyDaCherry_G59

Mature

fanfiction grey59 greyday rubydacherry scarecrowthewalkingshadow scrim suicideboys

"I'm so tired of thinkin' I'm not enough" 

          Where a fan (you) decides that tonight is your last night in this world but you have to see, or at least hear $uicideboy$ preform. While sitting outside behind the building you hear a door open and Scrim walks out.
 *WARNING* suicide talk, drugs,smut, fast moving story 
          "Gotta keep the pills in me all
           because of my depression"

"Livin' too painful to quit"All Rights Reserved

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