The Small Blonde Girl
KamuraRizaki
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  • Reads 477
  • Votes 7
  • Parts 16
  • Time 2h 33m
KamuraRizaki
Complete, First published Apr 22, 2015
Mature
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This is a story about a guy who just couldn't face reality, and a girl who still found him worthy despite it.
Out story is based off in Northern Ireland as a boy balances the love of his life whilst trying to withhold the nightmares within the recesses of his mind within the mental cage, watch as he tumbles further into his metaphorical rabbit hole and falls further and further into madness whilst his only cure fears for herself and the boy she falls in love with - all the while he chases after her and tried to make her see he is capable of leading a normal life whilst forcing his psychological fears and aggression back for her. Watch as he (resiliently and uncontrollably) begins to merge reality with insanity. Can she save him without joining his cell of a life, or will he meet a unsavoury end?

(Warning to all audiences: This story contains scenes of violence, language, gore and some sexual scenes. Viewer digression is advised!)
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"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

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