Letters to God
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  • Reads 18
  • Votes 4
  • Parts 4
  • Time 1h 12m
Ongoing, First published Oct 22
Mature
After her mother's passing, a young girl starts writing letters to God, pouring her pain, questions, and hopes into each one. The letters become her refuge, her only source of peace. When she enters university, she meets a charming and seemingly religious young man who shows interest in her. At first, their connection feels like a blessing-he shares her values, seems deeply committed to his faith, and even talks about marriage early on.

But as they grow closer, subtle red flags begin to emerge. He becomes controlling, insisting on how she should practice her faith, who she can be friends with, and what kind of hijab she should wear. His jealousy and manipulation are masked by "religious concern," leaving her confused and questioning her own actions.

As their relationship deepens, she finds herself straying further from the peace she once found in her letters to God. Torn between her feelings for him and the growing toxicity, she writes more desperately to Allah, seeking clarity. It's only when she realizes that love shouldn't suffocate her faith but nurture it that she gathers the strength to walk away.

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When love begins to dim her light, how can she find the courage to reclaim her faith and herself?
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