21 parts Ongoing MatureA part of him died that night. A larger part died when they couldn't find you, and over the years whatever was left of him grew cold and hard. It was that ice inside him that got their gang to the top, that gave them power, and money, and all the things a normal mafioso would be more than satisfied with. But none of it meant anything to Namjoon. All Namjoon wanted was you back in his arms. That was the underlying motive in everything he did. For the past ten years, Namjoon built himself an empire, just so he could find the reason his heart beat
tw: mafia!au, angst, kidnapping, heavy mentions of rape/non-con and underage rape/non-con (absolutely nothing explicit), potential self-harm, trauma/PTSD, sexual and emotional manipulation, gaslighting, lots of swearing, jimin is a little shit, jungkook has a pain kink, namjoon is so sad, alcohol consumption, implied sexual content but nothing explicit (edging, overstimulation, specifically trying to get laid, sleeping with people just to kill them, someone gets kneed in the dick, sex jokes, jimin is the resident hoe but you didn't hear that from me), violence (fist fights, gun fights, knives, blood, various injuries), unrequited love, unhealthy coping mechanisms, interventions, hurt/comfort, idiots in love ~ this will be updated as the series goes on!