The past isn't always buried.
After the brutal mission with Leo Novokov, Natasha Romanoff awakens with pieces of her life missing, fractured memories veiled in a fog she can't quite penetrate. Her life as a spy, her history as an Avenger-it's all there, except for the warmth of something she can no longer feel but senses should be there. Bucky Barnes, the man who once knew her better than anyone, has chosen to remain hidden, leaving the love they shared buried for her own protection.
Bucky is a ghost in her life, careful to stay in the shadows, but unable to fully let go. Everywhere he goes, there are quiet reminders of Natasha-the faded notes in his journals, the scars they gave each other, the empty side of his bed each night. But he's convinced that to bring her memories back would endanger her, so he lets her go.
For Natasha, however, the whispers of her past are relentless. Fleeting fragments of laughter, half-remembered dreams, and the brush of a familiar touch haunt her in the quiet. And as she uncovers old trinkets, redacted files that even her highest clearance level can't access, and glimpses of a man whose eyes spark an unexplainable ache, she realizes that her past holds secrets someone wants her to forget.
Driven by curiosity and a deep, instinctual yearning she doesn't understand, Natasha starts to chase the fragments back to their source. And with each step, Bucky finds himself pulled closer, torn between protecting her and wanting her back.
‼️MATURE.. you've been warned.. DO NOT READ if you are under 18!❤️💙 Minors DNI‼️
This book is a continuation of the previous one.. literally starting right where the other one left off!! Self-insert 🥰
You are a former Black Widow who has been in hiding for years. You have made amends and have dealt with the guilt of your past. You are no longer the brainwashed pawn you used to be. You still remember everything from that time, though. You trained alongside Natasha and were used by Hydra. You were one of their most trusted assassins. You were able to go into hiding after the events of CATWS with help from your former teacher/ trainer/ lover, the Winter Soldier, aka Bucky Barnes. You needed/wanted out, and he was the only one who could help you. The world was left in shambles after the Snap and Hydra started to grow again. The Blip doubled their numbers, and they are looking to control the governments of the world yet again, and to do so, they are in need of their best operative... you.
I do not own any Marvel character, but the y/n character and the storylines and events surrounding her are all my own creation.
I don't own any pictures attached to the stories
This story contains sexually explicit scenes. Every scene is written with the purpose of showing the love, attraction, and bond these characters have and how that love is unshakeable, even through the ups and downs of life. These scenes are not written lightly although they have a fun and carefree feel sometimes. if that bothers you, please DO NOT READ!!
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